Stop the time!!!

Can I stop the time?? I really tired and lazy now~ Just wanna rest for sometimes to move on my life.... Why am I so fussy?? :( OMG... I hate smell, I hate dirt, I hate ugly stuff, I hate

almost everything that look like SHIT! Is that good for me or bad?? No idea... haiz...

Always can't get what I want.. what is really wrong actually?? I dunno what is the reason..

Always see people life so enjoy and get what they want always... so envy when I see

them... WTH wrong with my life...?! I hate you FAITH!!!

How??......

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?
Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine?
Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?
And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine??



HoW???

Crazy NiteZ

Coco Banana

yesterday we went to Coco Banana for club spend around 700++... sweat... and not really enjoy that night cause all the songs they play are sucks!!! OMG~ then few of them get drunk so fast... sienz... straight club are bored to me lol.... before we go clubbing I went to KLCC and Pavilion with Annabel, Stephanie & Kok Lim for shopping... hehe.... then we watch the time traveller wife... damn boring lar... I fall asleep inside lor... haha.... Stephanie favorite word is Little Fucker... when she said sound like mother fucker... wakakak... :p

HopE....

Tomorrow is my second practical exam... OMG... scare will failed lar.. my service not good and I so lazy now to read about the product knowledge.. haiz... >,<
Yesterday had a dream about you... hope that was real...but... hmmm.... what to do?? Just can stand from this distance to see you and miss you... why you just can't be more straight forward le?? make me so confusing... haiz... can you don't walk so fast cause I really can't follow, don't walk too slow either because I don't have so much of patient to wait.... Just follow the tempo and walk together....can we?? hope you wll read it one day... tu me manques...

looong day....

Sitting in the comp lab now and playing facebook, updating blog and so on.....
damn bored and the line kinda sucks....!!!! later must stay in the coll until very late for the mpw presentation..
still thinking wanna go dinner with Alex or not... cause kinda lazy lol....
Come back to what I wanna say today...haha... Annabel read my blog... OMG!! can't believe it..
Actually got ppl reading my blog and ask me why... so touch lor... Thanks guys...!!!
ok lar... I'm sad because of something that quite personal lor... But this is my own blog, and
I really don't mind to write it here, but....hope what I write here only will stay here...
I think most people know what is PLU stand for and I don't need to explain... >,<
If don't know just ask me on facebook lar... don't get shock or stay away from me after knowing what is that mean...pls... cause I won't eat ppl...
hehe>,< I'm who I'm...
haiz.... skip~~~
update my blog later lar... cause they my friend finish class d... need to go soon.... bye~

Is Saturday again can't believe it i slept until 2 something in the afternoon... OMG~ >,< because i slept at 5 something in the morning yesterday... haha... dunno why can't sleep after back from clubbing with Henry & his friend can't remember his name d... :p... first time go to LaQueen, is quite nice lar... can see mix culture there... kinda enjoy I think...
This few days very moody le... No mood to do all my things.. just lying on bed and play psp..
no one date me also... haiz... feel so lonely and lately just listen to kelly clarkson - already gone...
wanna cry but I can't.... just wanna hug someone~ so insecured... haiz... T.T single life really sucks!!! hate it... I'm not enjoy at all... Just wish you can see me someday....


I want you to know that it doesn't matter,
Where we take this road someone's gotta go,
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better,
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone~

Emo~ I HatE YoU!!!

Suddenly feel very sad and dunno what to do, wanna cry... haiz... Can I hug you?? Who can accompany me??!! Who can comfort me when I down??! Who can always be by my side and listen to my side of story??! Is it you???~ I'm lost... where am i standing now?? middle of no where.... what should I do now... I have no idea, you just stay so far away from me...
Already gone.... everything gone including myself..... waiting for someone, someday to come and take me out of this place... really hope that is YOU....

I didn't updated my blog often nowadays, I'm so lazy & tired.... busy with my assignment...

think wanna die soon~ I'm so confuse between you & me...

I don't really know what I want, and what I'm looking for all this time....haiz...

Wanna mad already lar... Today morning suddenly you called my name and you never

called before... OMG!! the world is turning up side down!!!! hmmm... don't talk bout that anymore.. ok... Last Thursday is our last day in the restaurant % kitchen... hohoho~

finally we can get rid out of the hell... damn happy.... But the practical exam is coming soon.

Walao.... anyway I think I already prepare to face this shit... >,<>

for help. :p hahahah... I sit in front the computer from sun rise until the night falls but still do nothing bout that.... arrghhhh... Now wanna concentrate d.... bye!

few of us take photo with chief Yahaya.. gonna miss him like hell!

haiz... I lose in the competiton yesterday lor... so sad.. T.T all because of that girl who doesn't have team work... suck!!!! My plasma tv, PS3 slim & PSP Go all gone... wuwuwuu..... :(..... After that only get to know that not much people like her too... hoho~ GO to HELL BITCH!! hng... I feel better after one night lor... At lease I get to know how a game competiton shold be ^.^ Now writing blog in my college comp lab, because one of the class was cancelled..hehe.. >,<>....~

A lazy week~

Hmmm... this week very lazy to update my blog... because need to rush an assignment Monday wanna pass up lor and also seem like my blog so death...haiz... ke lian...T.T so sienz... At last I finish my part d, but pity my partner Deidre...haha...now she is doing her part of assignment... hoho~ I'm so relax now at home.... Today onward until 30 Oct there is a PS3 Tournament at The Curve... hehe... maybe going tomorrow to play Bombaman... hehe... my favorite ^.^ Now wanna go do some training with my PSP d... hope i can get the PSP gold... haha~~~

Is time to update my blog le... If not going to grow fungus soooonnn.. haha... ok, let start from last Sat..

Because the whole Sun... I do nothing... hehe

Saturday (3/10/2009)

Hmmm... That day is Mid Autumn Festival (Moon Cake festival)... My NS friend Ah Boon call me to hang out with him and his friend at One Utama from 2.30 p.m. until evening lor... Kinda fun.. cause really long time didn't meet jor...We go all the shoes shop in One Utama to find a pair of shoes for his friend...... But she didn't buy any shoes at the end.... aikz... forget the name again ....she is very funny lor...Just can remember she say "not funny meh??" after every single joke ...wakaka.... >,< ish =" =">

We went to one of the park call Sandy Park i think to play our lantern & candle ... hehehe... so fun when we take our own lantern and walk here and there so tired... all is ah Boon ideas lar... make me so tired...:p

This is my lantern.. cute??

They playing candle....

see our lantern + candle tree...

The Cinderella lantern is belong to one of ah Boon friend..

Friday (2/10/2009)

Hmmm.... Me and Jacqueline went to Pavilion after class... cause damn bored and nothing to do... hehe... We went to watch "The Perfect Gateway", We do something illegal cause Jac say want to eat McDonald's in the cinema(luckily didn't get caught)... haha... after eat everything we start to fall as sleep really tired after class not because of the movie not nice lar.. ish.... That movie I recommend everyone to watch it lor... cause very romantic + scary.. hehehe~

Deppavali is coming lor... Pavilion make it so grand at the entrance...

Me & Jac in the cinema after the movie...

In the lift... hohoho~

is MEE!!!

White Horse VS my memories~

This is a song that I found out in Ann Teh's blog, then I just copy it... paise...

Cause when I'm listening this song all the not very good memories just play in my mind,

haiz.. quite sad lor... Still remember newly come to KL that time happen so much of thing,

and one of the night I called Ann Teh &........T.T hmmm... really feel sad that time and no one is around to talk to... so lonely~But it all end already. If don't have you, I wouldn't come across so many thing until today....I'm stronger than what you think I'm.... Just hope that everyone will appreciate each other when you have it... Don't regret after you lose it....

Say your sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to.
As I pace back and forth
All this time cause
I honestly believed in you.
Holdin' on
The days drag on
Stupid girl I should have known, I should have known.

That I'm not a princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell.
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town.
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now it's to late for you and your white horse to come around.

Maybe I was naive, got lost in your eyes,
never really had a chance.
my mistake, I didn't know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings, well now I know...

That I'm not a princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
lead her up the stairwell.
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town.
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around.

And there you are on your knees.
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me.
Just like I always wanted but, I'm so sorry.

Cause I'm not your princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm gonna find someone some day, who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world.
That was a small town, there in my rearview mirror disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your white horse...
Its too late for you and your white horse to
catch me now.

Oh, Oh,Oh,
Try and catch me now ohh
Its too late
To catch me now~

Our Boring Day...

Today we have 2 class one is in the morning another one is in the afternoon, so after our French class we went to You Yee to take our breakfast... after that we went back to college to spend our time in the computer lab(the lab is freezing coooool)... This is what happen when we are tooooo boring~ haha... We go to one of the comp lab that no one inside, then all the crazy staff start to happen... >,<

Our "Korea' friend play my psp a game call Burnout a super duper nice game... the game is about crashing cars. Then this girl Jacqueline very proud the result that she get for crashing 19 cars break the record... ish... so perasan!!!!! >,<

My plan for tomorrow and day after tomorrow.. hehe^.^

2/10/2009- After class will go Pavilion with Jacqueline for window shopping maybe will watch one movie.... after that will go find my Sister Ann Teh~ cause that time didn't attend our family reunion dinner... haha...

3/10/2009- Hmmm... still planing lar... maybe will go out with one of my friend call Alex to spend my time...

4/10/2009- Sleeeeeep whole day long....

This video is about our "Korea" friend... she playing the game Burnout break

record of crashing 19 cars... & bla ... bla...bla... ^.^

My Big Day!!!!

Today is my big day because I'm the restaurant manager for Connexions... hoho~ so relax just stand there and ask people to do things ^.^ hmmm... Today our restaurant full house lor... yuhooo... must thanks to all my friend that come and support me.. hehe... and all the VIPsss Datuk Teoh, really enjoy today service class although I don't like it that much... hehehe >,<

Mr. Raja show us how to do flambe steak... so delicious, the whole restaurant can get the smell of butter and the sound of juice from the steak(that time so hungry) haiz... T.T for those who have know idea what is flambe... let me explain ... wakaka... flambe is something like in the picture with fire this dish contain alcohol and it is added to a hot pan to create a burst of flames. Now know what is Flambe??? O.o

We finish our class at 3 clock... really tiring but enjoy to be manager >,<>Charmaine(team leader), Andrew, Syahira, Khosana, Deidre, Leon, Kin Lam, And ME!!! Thank you very very much... love ya... hugZz..

Another Rainy Day...

Today morning skip two class lor... But the French class cancelled that mean I only skip one class... hehe... Tomorrow I will be the restaurant manager for Connexions.. Waited so long now only my turn...wakaka... No need to do work tomorrow just give order nia...Scared no pax lol... >,<

Dunno why today sleep so much liao... but still feel sleepy...haiz... some more today afternoon raining again so cozy, thought wanna do my assignment but end up becoming a pig.. Zzzzzzzzzz... until evening my friend came back from Time Square only I wake up.. hoho~ Here is the scary part... when he come back, he said that he had an accident near Mid Valley!!! OMG... lucky I didn't follow nia... If not... I no need to become my manager liao... =.=''

Hmmm.... and one more thing forget to write d... today I went Thomas & Guys to cut my hair hair for 36 bucks... hohoho~ After I cut my hair, my friend only told me the hairstylist who cut my hair not the good one... Ish... feel like want to kill him on the spot!! gek sei!!!! @.@ Now must try to concentrate to do my assignment first... Good night ^.^

After Raya First Day~

Today is our first day to college after Raya break... kinda boring actually as what I aspect sit in the class like mad follow with my friend + early in the morning we don't eat anything in the morning before the class start... But dunno why today hungry so fast leh... the stomach keep on vibrating because we must turn everything in silent mode when having Mr. Hor class..wakaka~ If not will fine RM5 lor.. so pity =.='' haiz... after his class we go to the cafe and eat our fried kui teow.. OMG. it is really "fantastic" lol.... Then rain heavily again in the morning... so cooling neh...^.^Dunno want to write what already feel so sleepy after come back from MidVelly, sit in The Garden Starbucks whole day liao... T.T

My Best Friend~

This is Miss Perasan (kay) ask her to take picture she don't want... but want send me her MOST beautiful picture for me to introduce... wakaka... Is she look like China girl??hoho~

Wah... this girl(Jacqueline) ar... Want talk bout her o... 3 days 3 nights also cannot finish lar... When I first met her thought she is a very temperament(qi zhi) tim... but when know her style d hor... your will die... She is totally opposite from what I see... lol... very messy girl then she will say that is korean style, always say she from korean...wakaka... can't stand her lor...>,<

Then the last is me lar!!! hohoho~ we are waiting our food.... so hungry~

Where Got Ghost??

Yesterday me and few of my friends went to e@Curve to watch Where Got Ghost... I think that quite a long time in cinema already... haha... I always very outdated lor... >,<>,<. Hope when you are free go try it out...lol... skip skip skip (lazy to type so much)

Now come to the movie... hmmm.. everybody know lar... The movie is from Singapore... hehe...for me that movie is not very nice lar... Just some part of the movie are quite funny, in the movie have 3 different story. First story is about the hungry ghost month... erm.. then second is about the Singapore army thing and last story is like one of the movie called Not Enough Money if not mistaken.. haha~ Anyway your should go and watch lar,,, see how Singaporean speak hokkien jokes.. really very funny >,<

I love babies very much.. cause they are really cute, funny,and small.This is my sister baby, around 5 months, I forgot what is her name...OMG!! She is super duper chubby & cute ofcourse~But a bit blur blur.. hoho~ Finally I got that bee photo lor...So cute right?? Miss Her~

Blur blur look.. haha..

See her chubby face~

Hugging all her smelly pillow...

She is trying hard to shit!!!

So fast 1 week of my Raya holiday don't know spend on what?? Time past really fast... hmm....Today morning I think whole KL is raining heavily..so cooool,love raining day so much ^.^ Then sit in front the computer online and having one cup of hot coffee.. hmmm.. so enjoy~ But when I think of Monday, OMG.. want to wake up in the early morning go to college~ wear formal, then sit in the class listen the lecture bla bla bla....It really-- SuckSs! Luckily I have all my crazy gang make me feel much better in college.. hoho..Wondering what new story and gossip(I'm a very kepo person) can they share with me..hehehe....Waiting tomorrow to come~

Saw all this old old photo in my friendster... miss all those days so much...

Hmmm... so I copy few of them and put it here, share with everyone...

Especially Ann Teh~, Tan, Meow, Boon, Tan Tan, & Dephfanie... :p

Forget inside all the picture yesterday I uploaded don't have

Boon Boon(our photographer) inside,

so I upload another picture today ^.^

We helping ENHANCE to promote their

hair shampoo... hehe >,<

My weird weird roomatesss..

Actually I forgot one of their name... opsss.. Juzst remember

ah leow, Ah Gan, Kid,& Kevin(crayon sin chan)

I'm the shortest among all of them... sad.. T.T

Finally we went to Zanmai Pasta at OneUtama for our assignment(last week)...

Because of Mr. Don we spend around RM 200++ just for that meal,

damn expensive.. haiz... But I'm smart.... haha... just order one strawberry dessert,

Hope our group can get a good marks on this assignment!! ^.^

This is the lyrics of Listen by Beyonce.. Also one of my favorite song. Enjoy~

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard

They will not be pushed aside on words

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own, my own

OMG!!! Finally... ^ ^

Can't believe it, finally I have my own blog.... Just simply play play ^^ Cause I'm damn bored at home..

Nothing to do.... Thinking what is so special about blogging, why everybody have one???

I'm a bit outdated lor.. until now only created =.='' Paise

HapPy~~