Stop the time!!!

Can I stop the time?? I really tired and lazy now~ Just wanna rest for sometimes to move on my life.... Why am I so fussy?? :( OMG... I hate smell, I hate dirt, I hate ugly stuff, I hate

almost everything that look like SHIT! Is that good for me or bad?? No idea... haiz...

Always can't get what I want.. what is really wrong actually?? I dunno what is the reason..

Always see people life so enjoy and get what they want always... so envy when I see

them... WTH wrong with my life...?! I hate you FAITH!!!

How??......

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?
Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine?
Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?
And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine??



HoW???

Crazy NiteZ

Coco Banana

yesterday we went to Coco Banana for club spend around 700++... sweat... and not really enjoy that night cause all the songs they play are sucks!!! OMG~ then few of them get drunk so fast... sienz... straight club are bored to me lol.... before we go clubbing I went to KLCC and Pavilion with Annabel, Stephanie & Kok Lim for shopping... hehe.... then we watch the time traveller wife... damn boring lar... I fall asleep inside lor... haha.... Stephanie favorite word is Little Fucker... when she said sound like mother fucker... wakakak... :p

HopE....

Tomorrow is my second practical exam... OMG... scare will failed lar.. my service not good and I so lazy now to read about the product knowledge.. haiz... >,<
Yesterday had a dream about you... hope that was real...but... hmmm.... what to do?? Just can stand from this distance to see you and miss you... why you just can't be more straight forward le?? make me so confusing... haiz... can you don't walk so fast cause I really can't follow, don't walk too slow either because I don't have so much of patient to wait.... Just follow the tempo and walk together....can we?? hope you wll read it one day... tu me manques...

looong day....

Sitting in the comp lab now and playing facebook, updating blog and so on.....
damn bored and the line kinda sucks....!!!! later must stay in the coll until very late for the mpw presentation..
still thinking wanna go dinner with Alex or not... cause kinda lazy lol....
Come back to what I wanna say today...haha... Annabel read my blog... OMG!! can't believe it..
Actually got ppl reading my blog and ask me why... so touch lor... Thanks guys...!!!
ok lar... I'm sad because of something that quite personal lor... But this is my own blog, and
I really don't mind to write it here, but....hope what I write here only will stay here...
I think most people know what is PLU stand for and I don't need to explain... >,<
If don't know just ask me on facebook lar... don't get shock or stay away from me after knowing what is that mean...pls... cause I won't eat ppl...
hehe>,< I'm who I'm...
haiz.... skip~~~
update my blog later lar... cause they my friend finish class d... need to go soon.... bye~

Is Saturday again can't believe it i slept until 2 something in the afternoon... OMG~ >,< because i slept at 5 something in the morning yesterday... haha... dunno why can't sleep after back from clubbing with Henry & his friend can't remember his name d... :p... first time go to LaQueen, is quite nice lar... can see mix culture there... kinda enjoy I think...
This few days very moody le... No mood to do all my things.. just lying on bed and play psp..
no one date me also... haiz... feel so lonely and lately just listen to kelly clarkson - already gone...
wanna cry but I can't.... just wanna hug someone~ so insecured... haiz... T.T single life really sucks!!! hate it... I'm not enjoy at all... Just wish you can see me someday....


I want you to know that it doesn't matter,
Where we take this road someone's gotta go,
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better,
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone~

Emo~ I HatE YoU!!!

Suddenly feel very sad and dunno what to do, wanna cry... haiz... Can I hug you?? Who can accompany me??!! Who can comfort me when I down??! Who can always be by my side and listen to my side of story??! Is it you???~ I'm lost... where am i standing now?? middle of no where.... what should I do now... I have no idea, you just stay so far away from me...
Already gone.... everything gone including myself..... waiting for someone, someday to come and take me out of this place... really hope that is YOU....